Well where do i begin my childhood wasn’t that good i was abused twice my father use to beat my mother all the time he was a mad alcoholic went to school got kicked out at 13 though as I hated being told what to do and i bit the headmaster. Started shoplifting and drugs and self harming went to jail for shoplifting came out meet someone who i put all my dreams and hopes in to have 2 lovely children a boy and girl. The relationship ended i cracked up started hurting myself bad and drinking heavy the children were taking away went back to jail again for a bit for threaten to kill the social workers. They wouldn’t let me see the children when i got out so i jumped of a building ended up smashing both my ankles fracturing my back and pelvis and breaking a wrist nearly died what i think what i wanted at the time cause i couldn’t see me living without my babies. Anyway was in hospital for 3 months learned to walk again went to court to try and get the babies back the physiatrist and psychologist said i hade bpd and they couldn’t see me looking after the children again. So lost them they are adopted now i haven’t seen them in 2 years got pregnant with a new boyfriend had a beautiful daughter what the social services say i can keep. Sadly the relationship with the father didn’t work out but now im free and single i have a beautiful baby girl and I hoping life is going to be good for me now.

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